Duality

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that
Slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the
Things I have to take jesus, it never ends
It works it's way inside if the pain goes on

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, all I do is live with so much fate
I've waited for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you
Left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that
Slowly stops the ache if the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the pieces
And then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that
Slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the
Things I have to take jesus, it never ends
It works it's way inside if the pain goes on