​this pale flesh

[Chorus]
It's convoluted
I'm looking at this blank wall with a passion
I'm here with nobody else
I can't explain what I felt
I wake up in the middle of the night
And I'm still in this pale flesh

[Post-Chorus]
Forgive what I wrote, what I said
But don't think I'm holding a single regret now
I'm a mess, I didn't ever want to know
How this was without you
But here I am
Standing alone, in my aching skin
Or what's left
In my comatose state, I'm still holding my breath
I'm a mess
Standing alone, in my aching flesh

[Chorus]
It's convoluted
I'm looking at this blank wall with a passion
I'm here with nobody else
I can't explain what I felt
I wake up in the middle of the night
And I'm still in this pale flesh
It's convoluted
I'm looking at this blank wall with a passion
I'm here with nobody else
I can't explain what I felt
I wake up in the middle of the night
And I'm still in this pale flesh

[Post-Chorus]
Forgive what I wrote, what I said
But don't think I'm holding a single regret now
I'm a mess
But here I am
Standing alone, in my aching skin
In my comatose state, I'm still holding my breath
I'm a mess
Standing alone, in my aching flesh