Seven Sins

13 years and I've been feeling so stuck,
Lucky number 13, just my luck,
Empires crumble, rubble and dust,
The universe shrinks and the planet's combust,
In God we trust,
God tied a noose to his neck and he walked to the edge and he jumped,
Angels wept,
I bear witness, watching the whole thing unfold from my bed,
A bed where I never deep rest, a bed where I'm always depressed.
A bed with the human old press,
A bed for a tomb where I slept,
A bed in a room that's a womb for this mess.
Sick boy, sick boy, bitten by a tick boy,
Tell me how it feels to be buried while you breathe,
Stones and sticks boy, pain is a gift boy,
Hard to make a stand when you crawl on your knees,

And I kneel, I kneel at the altar of my own disease and I beg,
I begged the sky for mercy,
Mercy never came, that did me dirty,
33 and hurting, cursing,
Jesus died at 33 and still my sins are lurking,
Gears are turning, future stays uncertain,
Surgeon incision, murder, ambition,
Fear of the unknown, preserves the religions,
Denounced the Gods when my body went missing,
Back then the pain sprayed ricochet like a MAC-10,
Hot lead hit the bed I was trapped in,
Red Wings, Seraphin, God's grace,
Cried tears from heaven like Clapton,
Stick pins in the voodoo Hendrix,
Thick skin, stay humble Kendrick,
Stay skeptic, check the biometrics,
Blood stain, crime scene, forensics

Lights on, lights out,
Fade into the background
Slow down, slow down,
Running from the silhouette of self doubt,
By now, by now,
Really should've figured this shit out,
Lights on, lights out
Smack down

Let it be, let it be,
Quote John Lennon,
Click-clack, John got shot for attention,
What does that tell you about the good of intention?
Bitterness formed in the storm of aggression,
Prophets get dropped imagining heaven,
Martin Luther, -
66 followed by 6 then 7,
Build them, praise them, bury them, dead them,
I was born to be half a man with half a chance,
My heart is in halves,
Half is righteous, half is damn,
In half a gram,
Half those thoughts and troubles stay darker than,
Oh what a master plan,
Sharper than glassyard splinter and
Sinnerman, sinnerman I could realIy could kill a man,
Pain makes money when the music lands, expand,
Pay me my cheese rains down, parmesan

Followed by seven, seven whole sins for self-made Armageddon,
Sin one, pride, pride makes a man kill a man for his ego to survive,
Sin two, lust, lust makes the grass look greener, crucifies trust
Sin three, gluttony, humans consume and consume, planet Earth gets a frontal lobotomy, Sin four, sloth, rinse and repeat, reruns, repeat, time lost,
Sin five, envy, that's when one man's win is another man's frenzy,
Sin six, wrath, rage, vengeance, killers, psycho, wrath,
Sin seven, greed, greed, plants the seed that will destroy us all,
If we succumb to greed, if we take what we need, then take more than we need,
Then our oceans will bleed, still we feed and we feed and we sleep then repeat,
Then we exile the shepherds and follow the sheep, we inherit the mean,
We inherit this world that we bruise and we beat, we inherit this vanity,
Circus of creeps, inherit the liars, the murderous thieves,
One sin for every one day of the week.