Rainy Days (Demo)

Look out the window, smokin' one
It's rainin' again, I'm feelin' numb
The clock is tickin' and I feel sick and tired again
A lot of my friends are dead and gone
I sit alone and try to feel
One of these days I've got to chill
I've got to change, life ain't the same
No one to blame but me I guess
Heard somebody say "D's a mess"
And I reply
When ya havin' fun next thing ya know
You ain't so young and the bills are due
And it's killin' you when you ask me why
We have to die, I sit and stare
I got dreams, am I gettin' there
And how in the hell did I end up here

Rainy days are good for sleeping when it's gray and cold
They got a way to make you feel like your gettin' old
Your memories of being worry free have all been sold
You were so bold, you wish'd you still felt like that
Rainy days are good for sleeping when it's gray and cold
They got a way to make you feel like your gettin' old
Your memories of being worry free have all been sold
You were so bold, you wish'd you still felt like that

Damn what gives, what day is this
Shoulda went to work, boss is a jerk
Got drunk last night got on the same shirt
Bags under my eyes, shit my brain hurts
Like I ran into a brick wall head first
Use'd to feel good and confident
My head was clear seemed I was omnipotent
Now I'm struggleling, just to stay sane is puzzeling
Jaded and angry take me down to the home I knew
I was happy and told the truth
I made mistakes, here behold the proof
There's a man in the mirror I never knew
I got dreams, am I gettin' there
And how in the hell did I end up here
Did I end up here

Rainy days are good for sleeping when it's gray and cold
They got a way to make you feel like your gettin' old
Your memories of being worry free have all been sold
You were so bold, you wish'd you still felt like that
Rainy days are good for sleeping when it's gray and cold
They got a way to make you feel like your gettin' old
Your memories of being worry free have all been sold
You were so bold, you wish'd you still felt like that