Killing Me (Paranoid) (Demo)

Come on, come on, come on
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1 Brooks]
You turn away when I come around
I ain't even look at you
When I look at you , you look down
You're crazy, tell me who are you?
I get the shivers when I hear a sound
Brooks, "Kill everybody"
People talkin' in my head, I hear 'em screamin'
Want to shut 'em down and everyday I run away
But I don't know where I'm goin'
End up back where I stay
Givin' up, brain overflowin'
It's array pain, dismay
I'm in a lot of pain, for sure
I call my momma but she told me take a Tegretol and go away
I write shit on the wall
But it doesn't make any sense
God's gonna kill you all
You are, no he isn't
Pop another Risperdal
Maybe I should take four
I put my head through a mirror and nobody seemed to care at all
Back from another bender
And I don't know when I'm comin' off
Threw the T.V. through the window
Honey, can you turn it off?
Ask my girl, "Where my fuckin' dinner?"
You're lucky I'm even here
She told me, "Make it for yourself!"
And then she hit me with a blender

[Hook Danny]
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
If you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
Company and I understand I'm scared as you are, man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin’ me

[Verse 2 Danny]
Chest tight, shallow breath, scared to death, cottonmouth
Nervous ticking swear there's a devil inside me kickin’ his way outta me
Lie to me, tell me I’m normal I'm beggin' ya
And now could it be the way I’m livin’
I got me thinkin’ everybody’s after me, so casually
These strangers be starin’ when they passin’ me
And I get the feeling they know I only work half the week
And I’m just waitin’, on ones these sorry son of a bitches to laugh at me
So I can let the demon free see them bleed
I’ve been geekin’ 3 weeks and I need some peace
This razzmatazz in, pizzazz, has like I’m in Alcatraz
Die if I get any higher, shows like the wires on my tires
Having a panic attack in the back of a Cadillac on crack
What’s the fact, what the fuck, how to act
I’m feelin’ stuck, what if it fades to black

[Hook Danny]
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
If you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
Company and I understand I'm scared as you are, man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin’ me

But I really gotta wonder why
Your head is in the way
No matter what I do I can’t die
I’ll try it anyway
No matter what I do I ain’t high
Speed, Special-K
So I’m coppin’ me a burner and stick it in my mouth…bye, bye
Brookie, don’t do that
That’s what I’m shootin’ for
Or at least get it on that
Become a record label whore
Before you do that
Just to mix the album
So we can make a million dollars off your death to buy a Cadillac

[Hook Danny]
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
If you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
Company and I understand I'm scared as you are, man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin’ me
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
If you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
Company and I understand I'm scared as you are, man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin’ me

Please release this fear from me
Where for art thou sanity?
Fleeting joy, I have no skin
Turn off the noise, I’m cavin’ in
I cry and pray, I lay away
Could someone please just make it go away

Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
If you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
Company and I understand I'm scared as you are, man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin’ me