It's OK

It's OK
Real
It's OK
You only live once
So in a second imma live it
No matter all the trials that I face
I know in the end, imma win
I promise it's OK
It' OK

Lately I've been stressin
Tryna make a way
I've been fighting back these tears
Tryna hide the pain
I've been feeling strange
These emotions been provoking
Desperate moments
I can't hold it
I ain't been the same
I'm tired of hurtin
I'm tired of fightin
I'm not perfect, but I'm tryin
The bags under my eyes carry so much weight
I've been crying, I can't hide it
Something's gotta change

I took that pain to heart
It's all my fault
Bill collectors on my line
I hit ignore
I've been wondering
Will I truly find love again
I really hate that I've been struggling
Through it all I keep mumbling
It's OK
No matter all the trials that I face
I know in the end, imma win
Yeah, I promise it's OK

True story, it was Jan 10th
I was speeding from Indy headed to my crib
Anxiety racing
I ain't pay my rent
I was hoping they didn't notice
But that day they did
I just locked the door
When I heard a knock
I looked through the peephole and saw 2 cops
They told me to open up
I was so confused
That's the day my life changed
I'd be homeless soon
Most High, can you help me please?
I did the most when it counted, to say the least
I'll be asking for forgiveness til my slate is clean
Those hardships brought me farther
So just wait and see
Actions speak louder
I won't say a thing
I'm moving meek to a mill while I chase these dreams
My latest fling said I deserved this
My time will come
It's OK
I've been waiting patiently

I took that pain to heart
It's all my fault
Bill collectors on my line
I hit ignore
I've been wondering
Will I truly find love again
I really hate that I've been struggling
Through it all I keep mumbling
It's OK
No matter all the trials that I face
I know in the end, imma win
Yeah, I promise it's OK

I feel insufficient something's missing
Can't distract me from my passion
I'm on a mission
I've been sick of struggling
I know the symptoms
I'm not okay, but it's okay
I'm done pretending
I won't give in til I get it
Even then it isn't given
I won't stop until I'm winning
It's OK
Not to be okay
If they ask me imma say it's okay

I took that pain to heart
It's all my fault
Bill collectors on my line
I hit ignore
I've been wondering
Will I truly find love again
I really hate that I've been struggling
Through it all I keep mumbling
It's OK
No matter all the trials that I face
I know in the end, imma win
Yeah, I promise it's OK