up talking to God.

I been up talking to God though
Cus I know you want the best for me
Scared I won’t top what I last wrote
But there’s a lot left in me

I just quit my job and it feels amazing
Fears in my heart telling me to stay
A lot of self doubt in my mind when I’m all
alone but I know you don’t make mistakes

Tell me what I gotta do
I been saving up with Sam cus we wanna move
Young leaning on the Ghost like carter two

Gave it up to God now I’m seeing it in motion
Learning how to separate strength from emotion
Use to worry the double shift morning to closing
Always had a headache so I used to take the Multren

Finding something typical to take away the pain
Crazy I’m with Sam cus I’m turning into Paige
Lately I when I’m tired I be feelin all the weight
Lately I been tired but I still stay up late

Lately when I’m sad it’s been turning into rage

I been on Netflix watching Girlfriends
Ten toes down learning how to earth bend
Life’s been a race so you see me swerving
They been betting on me Kentucky Durban

Mom a home attendant taking care of Viola
Grandma always tell me make sure the door locked
Gotta learn to build when you see the road blocks
They can slow you down just remember don’t stop re4srs

I been trying not to put nothing to the side
Cus when I put it down then the time flew by
I was scared to go to that place in my mind
But even in the dark some way you will find me ...

I been up talking to God though
Cus I know you want the best for me
Scared I won’t top what I last wrote
But there’s a lot left in me

I just quit my job and it feels amazing
Fears in my heart telling me to stay
A lot of self doubt in my mind when I’m all
alone but I know you don’t make mistakes

I been up studying the Gospel
Gotta make an effort to go out more
Know we grew on the block but anxiety be kicking in when I gotta go to Costco

But I been spending all my time getting closer to God
Only feeling better when I’m talking to God
There’s a lot of things that been going through my mind
There’s a lot of things that been going through my mind

Sister on the phone telling me about her pain inside
And how she still depressed it may take some time
Like how we lose our pops without saying goodbye
Took a toll but we never lose our faith in God

I know you miss the boom bap so I had to do it for the fans
See my baby cousin go to school on the zoom class
But I don’t ever doubt in your plan

I know you like it when I’m flowing like this
Same time really gotta show what life is
There’s a lot of people not sure what life is
Promise every line gotta show who Christ is yeah

I know you like it when I’m flowing like this
Same time really gotta show what life is
There’s a lot of people not sure what life is
Promise every line gotta show who Christ is yeah

I been up talking to God though
Cus I know you want the best for me
Scared I won’t top what I last wrote
But there’s a lot left in me

I just quit my job and it feels amazing
Fears in my heart telling me to stay
A lot of self doubt in my mind when I’m all
alone but I know you don’t make mistakes

I been up talking to God though
Cus I know you want the best for me
Scared I won’t top what I last wrote
But there’s a lot left in me

I just quit my job and it feels amazing
Fears in my heart telling me to stay
A lot of self doubt in my mind when I’m all
alone but I know you don’t make mistakes