your hatred feels like ecstasy

And I ain't made it to the top
But I don't wan to make it
Id rather get some fucking cake and spend it on vacations
I bought some drugs with all the money that i found now
You ain't my homie just because you been around wow
I know ill outplay all of ya'll and I don't even mean to flex
I'm just making all these beats and I ain't even fucking stressed
Twenty K worth of pills don't need no jewelry on my neck
Cause I need bars up in my neck
Keep on popping until I'm dead
On my phone I don't get texts
I might just go and text your ex
Not to fuck but just to flex
And then I craft a fucking hex

Witches travel in the dark
Killing spree in daytime
Popping all these bars and I don't take no nap time
Stacking all this money that I never really made
I might rob and steal your shit just so I can feel okay
Pass my potion with the plague, with a little bit of K
Bitch I'm tryna get so Zooted that I cannot feel my legs
Ay, mixed my fucking Xannies with my Addy's now
Uppers with them downers that's a party wow
And I chased it down with vodka yes I go to hell
And I make your parents shiver like, oh well
Well known drug addict, friends try to stop my habits
Fuck ya'll I ain't having it
I'm gonna keep on stacking
Pills, pills, pills
Bitch I love the fucking feel, feel, feel
When I'm high, high, high all the time, time

Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And I don't take to nice to people trying to come sit next to me
I'm finding drugs I've never seen
They all just telling me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gonna turn there back on me
I don't need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch I need my refill please
Drugs in bottles looking clean
Take em take em go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily

I'm so unique your shits so stupid
Please don't try and play ya music
I don't let you have the aux unless you give me oxy
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
I be popping Hella pill
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
I'll be falling down a hill
Don't fucking catch me, let me bleed
Bitch I wanna scrape my knees
I don't want this blood in me
I would rather die diseased
Bitch I wish I was never seen
Watch me walk of in the sea
Last you'll ever see of me
Bitch I wanna fucking bleed
Life gets shit progressively
And it will never let you breath
You can't miss a second, end up second guessing, what this is?
Did you make important ones?
Probably not
Did you have fun? hell nah
Now you run run from the back, cause it comes
Quicker then all the people on the side waiting for you to fall down
And I do not wanna die but I feel like falling down
And I dumped my whole clique cause they all some fucking clowns
And you'll never catch me out don't got no reason for the towns

Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And I don't take to nice to people trying to come sit next to me
I'm finding drugs I've never seen
They all just telling me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gonna turn there back on me
I don't need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch I need my refill please
Drugs in bottles looking clean
Take em take em go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily

Maybe one day I would like to get better but for now I don't wanna get better, get better, I ain't ready
I can't even pop bean when its just inside of me
All these fuckers all diseased cuz I do not need to dream