pic, stand, flash (feat. CHARYBDIS)

Am I crazy?
Tell me, am I crazy?
I will fix me, probably if you paid me
I don't take payment, i am not famous
You hate me? i hate you more
I am heinous
And you think i have a vision?
This is aimless
Like i cant even hate it
It's already hated
I'll inhale till I'm braindead

I stand up again (stand, stand, pic, pic)
I was taught by the best
I get up up again (uh, uh, pic, pic, stand, pic)
I was taught by the best
I wake up again (stand, stand, flash me)
Heart pounds on my chest
Don't wake up again
This time for the best (stand, stand, pic, pic)

I sleep faded
You cease to cast hatred
If I ever had a dream it was basic
I don't think good things, I'm good at faking
And every nightmare that I've had
Its never changed shit
And every problem that i run into
I face it
And every time they have problem
Then i face it
Then they ask me why I face it
I face it
Drugs and I've laced them