AN UNKINDNESS

Rise up
Do a line and start the day off right
Five blunts, I'ma triple that before tonight
Tighten up around the bat and swing it at you
Light enough to throw and slow enough where I can catch you
I might seem crazy but maybe I'm just misunderstood
I was a baby the last time I felt somethin' good
Don't nothin' phase me, the drugs done burnt me the fuck out
My lucks out, I'm at the point where it's hard to give a fuck now
Life beatin' my ass, stompin' me out with a steel toe
Gave me some lemons, I peeled those
Made some lemonade with 'em and keeled over
I'm still chasin' highs but they just keep on runnin' away, and God keep on runnin' my fade
Fuck being alive, this shit overrated
Don't change the fact that I got somethin' to say
Tuckin' the blade and I'm duckin' the jakes
If you run up on me, catch a slug to the face
Muffins and cakes what these youngins display
You ain't talkin' 'bout shit, get the fuck out the way
You sweeter than candy I took from a baby
Lately shit just been drivin' me crazy
Seems to be that I just keep on repeating the things I don't change
All my days lookin' rainy
Fuck this, and fuck that I'm sick of all of it
Everything I come across is comin' off preposterous
Thought I lost the sauce but come to find out, I got lost in it
A giant vat of acid, I got tossed in it
Stompin' shit like I ain't got a care up in the world
Real talk
Cut my skin until it peeled off
Hopped inside the spaceship, hit the gas, I peeled off
Got all that I wanted but somehow it feels off