Timid

I don't know who I really am
I just know that I am not myself
I think in something
But I cannot say
What I really am

I don't like myself
But how I should like myself
If I live in a lie?
With myself

I am afraid to express myself
I don't know what to say
I try but I can't
And Iknow how life is

But what can I do?
I am Timid
I am Timid
What can I do if I am
Timid?