survivor

I wanna live in the shadows
But I don't want to lose control
I'm gonna follow my own destination
I know I'm young, but I need to grow up
I've got a lot of pretty girls
Enough to make me crazy
But I left them
They let me amazed
My life is just a fantasy
Ready to hurt me
I can't resist
I want to be free
While I sleep I know I'm safe
Awaken I'm unsafe
I lead my life by a strange way
I love it more than words can say
Refrao:
Because I'm a survivor
Yeah,I'm a survivor
Because I'm a survivor
Yeah I'm a survivor
How could I forget my memories
If I don't even have it anymore
Maybe when I was unhappy
It has walked away by that door
I've got everything that I wanted

I did everything that I wanted to do
But one thing that I didn't do
Was to make people blue
I've got so much of knowledge
But I'm not a good man
I can be smarter and smarter
Over and over again
Refrao
When I was born I almost died
Because of a problem that may have been a disease
Nowadays I look at my life and think why am I here?
God let me live and didn't demand anything in return
But I wanna live in the shadows without lose control
I'm gonna follow my own destination
I know I'm young but I need to grow up
Refrao
I have responsibilities
Doesn't matter what
But I know this is not what I've got
I'm gonna enjoy
All my life
Without guns
Without knives
refrao