Cup Of Chore

I dont know what, what to say anymore.
I Feel so bored like many times before.
Im not shure that i can take it cause i need something
more. So instead of getting stuck here i walk out thorugh
the door. I feel so bored what can i do everything
sucks today. Nothing comes my way.
i got so may ways to choose now,
but im going to follow my heart,
and where i end up makes the same to me.
I try to live my life in a fantasy just to get away
from reality And the man in me that always makes things
wrong. This riddle is to hard to handle its to intricate
for me. I dont intend to answer i rather watch tv and
improve my insuffiency. I feel so bored i cant anymore
something have to change I wish i had the strenght
to break free from these chain.
s And get away and do all those things i told myself
to do so many times, but i never emasculate the thoughts
in my mind. Sometimes i ask myself what is wrong with
me. Im looking for somethings i cant reach.
Its time to wake up 'cause tomorrow it maybe to late.