Bound to a Lie & Trapped in a Fantasy

I cannot think
All the memories
I just wanna runaway, I just wanna runaway
But I never seem to die
Why don't I seem to die?
All I do is fucking cry
Tell them all that I miss them
But it's too late to fly

No I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna try
Buried in a fucking lie and trapped in a fantasy
Fantasy where people really like me
Honestly, baby you can leave me
Cause I don't wanna get false hope anymore

I cannot think
All the memories
I just wanna runaway, I just wanna runaway
But I never seem to die
Why don't I seem to die?
All I do is fucking cry
Tell them all that I miss them
But it's too late to fly

All my wings are broken forever
Stone heart but nothing last forever
Stay here but nothing stays never
I just really wish I could do better

But I fly away, break my heart then stay the same
Break my lungs, can't say the way, I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay
Two shots in the sky then i'm gone
One for me, one for all
Bury my body in the hole, I was never whole, I was never whole