Miles Away

I'm moving miles away
There ain't nothing left to say
I don't wanna see your face
No I'm really not the same
You can come and get a taste
Trust me it's not the same
Somewhere I can be safe
Somewhere in her place
I know I'll fall in love one day
Till then I'm up on this road
All alone
Why they saying I'm a disgrace
Hit my line call my phone
But that time better be a face
Want some answers come to me
If it's open I'll close the case
I miss my mama fuck cancer
All the times all the laughter
Yea she taught me all my manners
Used to tell me I got anthems
Couldn't afford school so I applied for some FAFSA
Studying to be a lawyer
But I dropped out to be a rapper
Don't do what I did unless you can take all the chatter
Cause they'll fill you up with all the positivity
Come back n stab ya
Oh I been around some actors
Oh I seen a lot dancers
Oh I seen a lot skits
And they holding up the banners
Fuck them and all they rules
Always wanted us to lose
Sold me on all the tools
I was like a poor fool
No regrets for what I did
Why do y'all care how I live
Why is they tryna get me out the bid
Why is they raising hell on the kid
Showed you love all again
But look what I got in return
Streaks came to an end
While you tried to figure some words
Wanted you more than a friend
That's the reason I got hurt
It'll all make sense in the end
Till then it's all blurred
None of this shit feels the same
Everything feels like it changed
I don't know who got my back lately
I don't know who really gang
Always the first to call
Never the first to hang
How many times did I fall
And all those times I took blame
I miss my mama fuck cancer
All the times all the laughter
Yea she taught me all my manners
Used to tell me I got anthems
Couldn't afford school so I applied for some FAFSA
Studying to be a lawyer
But I dropped out to be a rapper