Worst Fears

I feel like
I don't appreciate you enough
And I keep breaking us up
Taking us for granted
Faking my love
Make it so I don't give any

I closed myself from ever feeling anything, yeah
I loathe myself for giving up on everything, yeah
My worst fears come to life
I'm here for tonight
Cause when the sun rises
I'll be indecisive again
I'll be back to fighting the undead

Now I'm at the office
My whole life seems like its going off-topic
Co-workers asking bout my music
They find it amusing
When I find it a nuisancе
"How did you not get famous?" they said
I guess it just didn't work out for thе best
Once upon a time it was that or death
I didn't wanna settle for less
Ay ay ay, I
Dreamed of owning a mansion in the west
Now I'm finding it hard to pay rent
What a mess
So much regret
So much regret
Worst fears

I closed myself from ever feeling anything, yeah
I loathe myself for giving up on everything, yeah
My worst fears come to life
I'm here for tonight
Cause when the sun rises
I'll be indecisive again