Secret Fantasies

Awaken late at night when she came to me
"Let me share secret fantasies"

Oh, Did I get the things right?
Because I tried to skip the time to say goodbye

When it's time to wake up I dream of
Shifting shadows walls and fears
Right now it's clear but lights go off
Again, again, again...

One night stands for a lonely stance
Entertainment for you and me
How did you manage to get this far?
A lovely passion once set up to fall apart

Now I know the moment has come
Face the truth all on my own
Win now or wait for another day… again

So far from what the best
Was for me intended to be
So many misconceptions
Were among all my beliefs

When with the blessings I've received
There`s a curse stronger than me
When is it time to meet my own destiny?
I just want to be free…

Awaken late at night when it came to me
Should I share secret fantasies?"