Forever and ever

[Verse 1]
Is there something you've been trying to tell me?
Still haven't gotten away from the feeling
It sticks in a memory like the flies that buzz around
The patio when you just want to go
I'm sorry that I never heard you
Just 1 more second, then I'm gone
It's not like the pasture would be staying here forever
Or even for another thousand years
I just thought that maybe I would

[Verse 2]
I'd rather just keep quiet, you always have something to tell me
Even aftеr I left, the truth is I just wanted you to listеn to me
I know you couldn't, and it's always been my fault
I think we might live forever, but all I want is just to lie here
I can't get lost in the pasture, the only place where I lose track
Is inside my own head, don't know if I can trust myself
Did no one ever tell you not to rip grass from the soil?
It never finds its way back, even once you blanket it back down
I swear it never feels the same, I was there but now I'm not
Are you just trying to play a game? This is the closest that we'll get
Aren't these trees just tired? They've already been blowing
A hundred years at this point, surrounded by them

[Refrain]
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I just want to die here
I'm never gonna die here