I Feel Like Dying

So pour me a stiff one before my head hits the wall
And I-
And I don't even miss ya I know my heart has dissolved
So how-
So how has it not hit ya that it's not always my fault
But I'd-
I'd break my back to kiss ya when you don't want me at all

So tell me why
When you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

I'd fill a book with ways that, that you could hurt me again
But you-
But you, you know I'll always come back because it's us in the end
So do-
So do you love or hate me because I just need a friend
Your lips-
Your lipstick always stains mе but then so do your hands

So tell me why
Whеn you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

Between all the whiskey and the booze
Tell me will I really ever change my mood
I don't wanna spend my life with dancers
So how does it look from way up there
I'm trying to convince myself I care
Tell me mama do you have the answers

So tell me why
When you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death