1996

I walk with a drunken sway
Only 'cause the alcohol is fucking up my brain
Do the ten step test for our love
Pray to god that we can see another day

I'm depressed waiting on your love
From another time
For another time
Live another life
Have some better tries
But I'm stuck dealing with the pain

Tongue- dilapidated
Rolling inside out-
Rolling in my mouth
Waiting for a taste of ya
Got faith from ya, also feeling insecure
But I'm feeling safe from ya

Living day-to-day
Hoping that I make it great for ya
Never take from ya
Unless you givin' up your heart-
Thats the thing I'll have to take

Break- reset, recess, sex
Open up to me I've seen your pain
"Seen" you melt away
Back three years ago
We steppin' through the rain

Laughing under the umbrella, fellas
If you got a girl like Keya never underestimate
If she makes your days
That's the girl that only wants whats best
Even when she fares away

I mean

They tell me get my shit together-
But they can't communicate
Or feel the way or the wave
That I been riding-
Like they ride the dicks of the fake

It's a play
See this shit I'm saying
That you see I'm putting on the stage
Then wiping it away
Like the smeared makeup off your face
'cause I see the beauty in you every single day

But I'm coming off as stoic
Slit wrist make it real quick
Then I'm looking back heroic
You got pain on your mind
And it lingers yes you show it
I feel pain all the time, but I push it down
So I don't blow it
Write between the lines like I'm a poet
Savage love and I hope you know it
It'll take and make a mess with you
But I got a story so let's close it

Green text, blue text, instant mess
But we've built another part
But the rest of us has to be the best
'Cause we cannot take another bullet
To the chest
Another blade into your heart
Will be the end of me
Been a friend for me
With no infamy
This the end for me
But you've made it good
This eventually
Is the sense for me
Doing everything I could