I Can’t See Myself

[Verse 1]
I look in the mirror, don't know what I see
I be killing myself, but I live in a dream
I got a choppa, it's strapped with a beam
Making this music, I live for the scene, what's up
I'm tryna find myself, but I find myself too deep in a cup
Go to the back and I'm postin' it up
Ain't tryna eat cause' I'm throwin' it up
I got no love but I'm living my life and I learned from mistakes, cutting deep with a knife
Crucifix blade posted up by my side
Don't feel like living, I live in a lie
I got no time for the hoes, I got no time for the vibe
I know I ain't leaving alive
Why should I try?
Black suit, black tie, funerals till I die

[Chorus]
Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah

[Verse 2]
You don't even know what I go through
Got a bad lil hoe who I'd ghost too
Switchblades in the cut with some old dudes
Who I used to rock with, that's old news
People love to hate me, that's so cool
Cause' I really hate me, get along fool
She don't wanna date me, I don't wanna go to school
But I do the same things I don't really wanna do, that's facts
Shawty wanna scream my name, so I'll play her games, put my name in her back
I got some homies who smokin' on thrax
I know some people who livin' on crack, what's up
I don't wanna feel these things, but I feel these things, so I'm pouring it up
I talk to women, it's never enough
No point in livin', I'm feeling enough, what's up

[Chorus]
Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah