Can't Get It Back

People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else
I almost end up forgetting that
If the truth is cruel
Then lies must be kind
That's why kindness is a lie

If I told you that I love you would you love me back
Cuz I'm tired of hearing lies, I'm so tired of that
You know really you really stole my heart and I can't get it back
Before I was chasing you, now I chase the bag

But now my hearts been feeling cold
I don't know how to love no more
I'm feeling scarred from the past
That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more
Cuz one minute they're saying they love you
The next day they break your heart
And that's why I've been focused on music
And that's why I gotta play it smart
(And that's why I gotta play it smart)

Stressed, I work so hard sometimes
I lose myself in this business
The 25th of December
Didn't even feel like Christmas
To me it felt like a normal day
I stayed inside while I write these bars
That keep me sane it's why I'm alive
And I'm not left with eternal scars
Our love felt like a grenade about to set off like Bruno Mars
Got me feeling like OneRepublic cuz every night I've been counting stars
Your gonna need more than GPS
I'm on all their radars
And I do what I doing to prove my point
One day I'll be on the charts
Back,back,back
Cuz I'm tired of hearing lies
I'm so tired of that
Back,back,back
Before I was chasing you
Now I chase the bag

But now my hearts been feeling cold
I don't know how to love no more
I'm feeling scarred from the past
That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more
Cuz one minute they're saying they love you
The next day they break your heart
And that's why I've been focused on music
And that's why I gotta play it smart
(And that's why I gotta play it smart)

To those who didn't believe in me
Just look at what I achieved
It felt a million haters
Just turned into a million streams
Streams of blood, sweat and tears
So I make it in this music scene
But I still can't find my wife it's sad
But I hope I'll find my queen
And when the times get rough
I'm hoping you will be there for me
Ion know bout love no more
So show me the way that it's meant to be
The look in your hazel eyes huh
They be mesmerising me
The look in your hazel eyes huh
They be mesmerising me
Back,back,back
Cuz I'm tired of hearing lies
I'm so tired of that
Back,back,back
Before I was chasing you
Now I chase the bag

But now my hearts been feeling cold
I don't know how to love no more
I'm feeling scarred from the past
That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more
Cuz one minute they're saying they love you
The next day they break your heart
And that's why I've been focused on music
And that's why I gotta play it smart
(And that's why I gotta play it smart)