Whispers and Screams

I really need a father
To keep me in a straight line
What would it cost to buy this misery
I'm hopeless and deflowered
Righteous in my dead eyes
Opening the wounds to show me who I am
I only seem to whisper
When I really need to scream
I have too many thoughts
It's easier to whisper than to scream
I cannot be alone
I can't allow myself to think
The sands of time have really made this tomb for me
Suspense as sure as pain
Held within your cold hands
Pathetic at the end with a sense of relief
I only seem to whisper
When I really need to scream
I have too many thoughts
It's easier to whisper than to scream
I cannot fall asleep
That comfort has been taken
I only pass the time is a mystery to myself
Am I more valid
Am I easy on the eye
A reason for myself contemplating a life
I only seem to whisper
When I really need to scream
I have too many thoughts
It's easier to whisper than to scream
I only seem to whisper
I only seem to whisper
I only seem to whisper