Kill me if i lose

Tear apart what's in my head
From the start I saw the end
And it's hard to talk
And I can't pretend

Could you put yourself in shoes
You don't see what I see in you
You just fuck me cause my views
Theres something darker I pursue

Look down on the path I choose
Caught up in chemical abuse
Would you kill me if I lose
I left you so confused

Could you put yourself in shoes
You don't see what I see in you
You just fuck me cause my views
Theres something darker I pursue

Look down on the path I choose
Caught up in chemical abuse
Would you kill me if I lose
I left you so confused