Enjoy

[Verse 1]
When the lights go out and I put the chairs on the table
Close the door behind me, one more check just to be sure
I've been checked out and died at my own hands
I don't remember yesterday, but I know what I have planned
When he leaves, I burn up all my skin
I know it sounds weak, but it's just easier to give in
And it scares me that I might be correct
Is this everything I could be? Am I done at the еnd?

[Chorus]
Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah

[Verse 2]
Living in the moment sounds like hеaven to me
But I know I'll always feel like something's missing
Ungrateful is what you could call me
I am everything I always wanted to be
And my mother, I know she's proud of me
But I wanna give up, I can only give all or nothing
If it's not perfect, then it's not worth trying
I'm counting all the steps until the day that I'll be dying

[Bridge]
Why can't I enjoy anything?
I can't enjoy anything
Why? Why? Why?
Why can't I enjoy anything?
I can't enjoy anything

[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh
Oh, oh