river

We've been swimming upstream for a while now
Stares me with her baby blues, says she wanna die now
I don't believe you
Well I don't believe you
We've been living in the gray, in a hideout
Says she misses colors, well I don't fucking mind, nah
I want to believe you
Look at everything we been through
I've been having doubts about the way that I present myself
Try to bluff the world but in the end I only play myself
Pussies pick a fight and once they lose, they blame my mental health
I'm just fucking melancholic, I will never change myself
Bars just make me nervous, isn't that some stupid irony?
The less I need, the more I see, the quest is how it's hard to be
Me and around me you
And I feel like shit and you pull me through
And I wake up sick and you make me soup
And I act like a dick cause I thought you would too
(And I feel like shit and you pull me through
And I act like a dick cause I thought you would too)