corners

Baby the guilt, it is killing me
Some days I don't wake up willingly
What do you think
What is the place like we see for a moment each time that we blink?
Sometimes I trust but it's hard for me
To wake up and know who I'm about to be
Shrug it off with a joke
I really don't know, which is more cruel - the hopelessness of life or hope
Does the actor play the part or the part play the actor?
It all feels so random
Random thoughts in my random head
Random starts with a random end
Haven't found the glasses that would help me see
Maybe they are just around the corner
But behind a corner comes another corner
And I'm trying to run but they just push me over
Try to warm my hands and they just get colder
Chase the youth I missed but I just get older
You know me but me, I never knew much
I'm just trying to be me but I'm too much