Feel so bad.

[Verse]
Quiet down, everybody, I’m tryina’ die
For 10 years, I took y’all on a ride
And the wheels been fell off; I don’t wanna spit
I don’t wanna speak; I don’t wanna live
Feel so bad; crying in the car
Belting out notes, I’m Orion with the stars
Bet I sing they song before I sing mine
And they don’t even make the songs for these times
But even I get sick of hearing me whine
So let me sing “Fake Love” in the meantime
Purple in my cup, they thought it was lean time
Fabuloso, nigga -- king size
Whoo, yeah, sippin’ on drank, sippin’ on drank
Took my best shot, watched it go clank
What if I told you those pills were both fake?
And that Morpheus nuts in the Yoplait?
I've been thinking about suffering eternally
And how I feel no hope internally
And how that shit don’t make for a good song
And how her new man dick is a foot long
And how I really don’t care
I’m really just too aware
‘Fuck am I doing here?
This flow needs air
Everything stale
Gave up on the firewall, everything hell
Everything in, and it never gets out
Pent up; anxiety genes hemmed up
Today, I had my first panic attack, though
In the damn bathroom, just like an asshole
… And I feel so badder
… And it still don’t matter

[Hook]
Bad, bad, bad, bad day
Even when it’s good
Bad, bad, bad, bad night
I’d sleep now if I could
‘Cause hey, hey, hey
My life a waste
I said hey, hey, hey
My life a waste