Sick of the Way

I'm sick of the way that you treat me
I’m sick of the way that you tell me you need me and then you just up and leave me
I'm sick of you tryna deceive me
I'm sick of me tryna come back to you
You keep it all so casual but I’m bout to blow
Cause everything you're about is so irrational
I'm sick of all the commotion
I'm slowly decomposing
Cause me without you is unholy
I know it's so revolting
I rolled the dice and moved my mice
But still you left me paralyzed
I realized that I was right to think of you as cold as ice

And still you melted me
I cannot separate myself from you
I'll never leave
But you're so selfish
And I'm so selfish
I feel so helpless
I can’t correct this
Oh, what a mess we’ve made

And you're no better than me
But who am I to judge when I hurt you so effortlessly?
This isn’t my fault
This isn't my fault
How is this my fault?
This isn't my fault
But still I'm slave to your games

I don’t want you
I don't need you
I can't believe you
Oh, I want you
Oh, I need you
Don't you believe me?

I'm sick of the way that you flip your hair
I'm sick of the way that you bite your nails
I'm sick of the way that when we're arguing and I'm winning you tell me that this isn't fair
I'm sick of your shrill voice and the way you just spill noise
I'm sick of how you treat me like I'm some little kid's toys
You put me to the side and forget me when it's convenient
But I'm the first one that you call when you're feeling needy
I'm sick of you always acting smart
I'm sick of you being the tear in my heart
And I'm sick of you always tearing me apart
I'm sick of you making my life so hard

I'm sick of the things that you do when you're nervous like cleaning the oven or checking your tires
Or counting the number of tiles on the ceiling
Head for the hills
The kitchen's on fire

I'm sick of your tattoos
And the way you don't appreciate Brand New
Or me

I'm sick of the way you say I love you

And I'm sick of the way you stopped saying it too

I don't want you
I don't need you
I can't believe you
Oh, I want you
Oh, I need you
Don't you believe me?