sirens

My friend is facing time, for robbing some white kid
When they died in that crash, we all went into crisis
Would have been his DD, even without my license
Remember we were young, who thought it would be like this
All my friends are stuck on nicotine, they just hurt in silence
We all deal with pain, some are better at disguising
The amount of hurt I saw in your smile was surprising
I'm just praying that we live to see new horizons
These sirens going off in my head
Now I can hear my own thoughts
I could face my demons or go to bed
Or go fishing and sit out on the dock
Because if nothing really matters in the end
Then explain why suicide is a shock
Because we could all just play pretend
Or we could unmask the facade
My friend is facing time, for stealing a Bugatti
I swear I tried to tell him, he needs to find a new hobby
Got his girl out his hair, by lying, said he hid a body
I just hope that one day, we live to see Abu Dhabi
Been dealing with some stuff on my own
Say they love me, it never shows
I've been hoping that one day you'll come home
I'm MIA leave a message at the tone, because
These sirens going off in my head
Now I can hear my own thoughts
I could face my demons or go to bed
Or go fishing and sit out on the dock
Because if nothing really matters in the end
Then explain why suicide is a shock
Because we could all just play pretend
Or we could unmask the facade