last one standing...

I've been noticing some things that I used to just let slide
Tryna teach myself new boundaries and where to draw the line
I've been running back on empty, while I'm working overtime
Listen to the stars real close and I'll show you all the signs
I've been dropping my bad habits, trying to better myself
I've been letting people go, in my heart, I wish em well
I've been taking shortcuts when I can, gotta move with stealth
Making money when I wake, hope it don't land me in hell
Grew up with a group of ten, just to watch nine of em die
Worked so hard to leave the place I came from, then left them behind
I've been fighting with myself, fighting battles in my mind
Know I could've saved your life if you just gave me more time
Listen to the voices in my head, might have to let go
Wanna talk about these red flags but you'd rather be alone
Living in my own world, no I won't pick up the phone
Wanna have a conversation but you'd rather just be stoned
Listen to my inner self, he always seems to be right
But anxiety butts in and I don't feel safe at night
Imagine what my life would be like if I ain't think twice
What a luxury it must be to have peace and quiet inside
Walk inside a room, we back, I just cannot leave my head
In the morning I sleep in, trouble getting out of bed
My friend showed me something else, said I just do this instead
Now we all do it together, hope we don't all end up dead
Grew up with a group of ten, just to watch nine of em die
Worked so hard to leave the place I came from, then left them behind
I've been fighting with myself, fighting battles in my mind
Know I could've saved your life if you just gave me more time
Listen to the voices in my head, might have to let go
Wanna talk about these red flags but you'd rather be alone
Living in my own world, no I won't pick up the phone
Wanna have a conversation but you'd rather just be stoned