The enemy in your story

I hurt myself by being stupid I lay in bed all day and lose my patience while I'm moving And I don't care what they say, I'm the only one who proves that
The lazy phases will encourage you to just keep going,
(keep going)
While losing all your willpower,
Yeah, just keep going
While you've been on your phone for the last ten hours, keep going
Cause you know that you'll regret not trying
And all the flaws that you're hiding will eat you up the day that you start starving
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them stop ignoring
The signs that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them self-ignoring
The signs, that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
You're not alone with these problems we're all the same if we're honest
Impulsive thoughts keep on coming, but we'll fight back cause we're growing
Become the person who's awesome, making mistakes just to blossom
Jump in the sky from the bottom
Yeah
And I forget that usually everything's the same when you change nothing on your perspective
On life
When you just need to be patient, ignore the mistakes that you're making
And do nothing, just keep complaining, that is poison like self-medicating
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them stop ignoring
The signs that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them self-ignoring
The signs, that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
Life has changed, in a day I lost so many things that made me feel safe
That made me feel the pain of loss, I don't know how to behave
I lay in bed all day, now and distract, myself with these games
And I try to be productive, but just let my time fade
And while I try to do shit, now my mind says, "nah, not today"
And I keep losing all day, standing up, now is feeling so strange
But I try out winning again, cause of what I was before said
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them stop ignoring
The signs that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
The lazy phases will just keep on coming
And you'll have to face them self-ignoring
The signs, that try to save you from becoming
The enemy in your story, so bite your teeth and keep going
All these promises get broken, because my demons are spoken
I try to smile and keep joking, but fail cause I'm not evolving
Everything feels like slowmotion but goes by fast like explosions,
I need to figure out something,
QUICK
I use my hairbrush as my microphone
Perform the songs that I just wrote
I'm happy but I'm getting old, distract myself with every note
I need to get up, write this song
The enemy in my story is me, shut up and keep going