Cuzzie

Fam was tryna get him off the estate
Fly him to the islands, hoping he'd change
You know, from that getaway and escape
Shit out of luck, though, that flight, it got delayed

At sixteen, that little one, yeah, he an inmate
Before that, at fifteen, that little one got shanked up
He watched them put the knife through his homie's eye
Yeah... He wears an eyepatch now

Or he might've died or something
Haven't heard much since the attack now
Only that they missed cuzzie's heart by a fraction
That an act of God. Don't think so? You acting

Yo, my dad heard voices
Apple don't fall far and that shit poison
Will I flush fifty pound notes down the toilet?
I hope not... or else this is pointless

Fuck her once, then she say love me
But she think my name Johnny, ain't that fucking nutty
Told me say it back, told her no
Only love my mum and my money
Not fucking sorry
So fuck, then get going
Don't trust any hoe and
Noone I ain't grow with

Shit I been through, man, I don't feel twenty
Almost died, too, but I made it to '20
I bun this zoot, yeah, I bun this twenty
You already know... 420
Real talk, real talk, who could wear these shoes?
Mmm, not many, if any
Got chased, dead of night, by a guy with machetes
He was saying, "Don't run, don't run, don't run."
But I ran for twenty minutes
Hid in a bush, got Uber, tipped twenty
But life is priceless
Ain't got no pricetag
Don't be surprised, man
When you get no answer about what it priced at
Escaped, but that knife, man, it still scars for life, man
Look over my shoulder day and night like, "Who the fuck are you? Do I know you, cuz? What do you want?"
Yeah... and sleep with eyes widened

Yo. I remember I was on the phone. But she couldn't hear me. She kept saying, "I can't hear you, I can't hear you, I can't hear you." She's like, "Why are there so many sirens?" I looked outside my window because I was confused. I didn't even hear them and I must've missed them as well, you know, because I didn't see shit. So, I asked her, "Sirens? What sirens?"

"All I hear out there is silence."

Fuck her once, then she say love me
But she think my name Johnny, ain't that fucking nutty
Told me say it back, told her no
Only love my mum and my money
Not fucking sorry
So fuck, then get going
Don't trust any hoe and
Noone I ain't grow with