Apocryphal

Should I be practicing my sleep
For the words you couldn't keep
You're just tired of all those
Things I said we'd do but never did

I guess I
Thought I was a man
But I'm just a kid
But going through it
In my head again

You said what you
Needed to say
Before the summer came
But the rain, it washed away
All the hope that remained

Wake up
Slightly panicked
With your face flushed
You are the thing I can-not
Think of
I'm the mistake that you have
Made up
You are the ghost of a

Person
That once held me close
I'm the
Shell of a man
Who once lost what
Meant most

Should I be practicing my sleep
For the words you couldn't keep
You're just tired of all those
Things I said we'd do but never did

I couldn't eat
For days
I thought I'd
Stay awake
And let my

Body decay
In a bed that we shared

Just throw it away like
You never cared

Like you never cared (x3)

I-
I tried a lot
A lot of different fucking
Ways to give my heart to you
For you
To stay

Still
I'm not enough
I'll probably always be the
Thing that took three years
From you, a
Waste of time

Cold
And acting brash
I seem to settle on the
Facts, the fires out
And all the
Lights are off

Slowly
Moving on and
Always thinking of the
Fact, we'll never
Lock our lips
Together again

Together again (x2)