Victim

[Verse 1]
Spent so long, trying to figure out what I am
17 and I look like a grown man
Detonating all the memories while I can, to let it all go
Broken bottles in the parking lot where he stole
Someone else’s virginity it was so damn cold
Now I’m so fucking tired of playing this damn role
Oh oh oh

[Chorus]
I’m playing the victim, it’s all in my system
But then when night comes, I dance with devil
I lost all of my friends, I tried to impress them
It didn’t work out
I put in the effort, they made feel lesser
So I overstressed it, bеcause of the pressurе
I try to remember the days that are worse and
I’m playing the victim

[Verse 2]
My feelings aren’t valid
Killing me like a savage
Put in the work, put in the effort and they still manage
To fuck up my habits, try to take it for granted
Nobody understands it
(Nobody understands it)
I’m trying to compare it, myself to people and
It’s taking over my whole life
And I don’t know what to do

[Chorus]
I’m playing the victim, it’s all in my system
But then when night comes, I dance with devil
I lost all of my friends, I tried to impress them
It didn’t work out
I put in the effort, they made feel lesser
So I overstressed it, because of the pressure
I try to remember the days that are worse and
I’m playing the victim

Bridge:
I like to give myself attention
I think you need to learn a lesson
Maybe I don’t like playing the victim
I like to give myself attention
I think you need to learn a lesson
Maybe I don’t like playing the victim

[Chorus]
I’m playing the victim, it’s all in my system
But then when night comes, I dance with devil
I lost all of my friends, I tried to impress them
It didn’t work out
I put in the effort, they made feel lesser
So I overstressed it, because of the pressure
I try to remember the days that are worse and
I’m playing the victim