Versus, I

So as the words were written
So it shall be done
Naught more but characters
So kneel before your divine
Bound to the script while the ink is barely dry
Found no way to stay afloat
Like a sinking firefly in quicksand
The more you struggle the quicker you drown
Where every page makes you wish
No, beg for a chance to turn back time
All the way to the start
To erase yourself, become null
And make it so you never evеr existed at all

What if I surrendеr?
What if I let go?
Will you ever let me?

An empty note left behind
A blank page with a voice louder than mine
But I'll grant you this
'Twas hard to read between
None could ever see my lines

What if I surrender?
What if I let go?
Will you ever let me?
If I say I believe can you make me cease to be?

Erase the words I've written
Erase the things I've done
Erase all I've become
Not a thousand words but one
Erase it all then erase the scars
Make it so, as if I never ever existed at all

What if I'm no longer me?
Just like the end of a dream
On the other side
Will we remember?
Throw me into the abyss
Along with all the memories
No longer reminisce
Erase me