Chaos Become I

Inseparation is the price
For the petals to become one
Obligate parasite
Propagate perennial
I am the garden keeper
All the flowers are mine
My mind, a fortress
My body, a shrine

Do you feel lost?
Do you feel alone?
You belong with me
Be my flower

I don't belong here
This sinking feeling
Get me out of this
I never wanted
To be the one to see
Your other side
Is it too late?
I realize now
I understand
Compassion made me a victim
I have always been
An easy prey it seems
I promise to grow
I promise to glow
I'll be everything you want me to be
Just don't hurt me
I see the light but there's no way out
I'll be a good little flower
Put me in a pot
Water me and I'll reach out
To you and only you

Set ablaze
I'll race the flames
Ascending higher
Take your fire to my sky
Smother one more butterfly
Now yours is forever preserved
Here in my herbarium
I am a collector of flowers
Right after bloom

Do you feel loss?
Do you feel alone?

What's become of me?
What have I lost?
What am I now?
What have I ever done
Said or even thought
To deserve this?
Can I go now?
Is it over or are you gonna take
The only thing I have left to give?
Even in my growing mind I had a feeling
Ever since the start I think I always knew
Can't you see etiolation
Led me to your artificial light?

One more seed into the soil
I've planted
Their tendrils outgrow
Grab the only thing I have to show
Cornucopia of torment
Welcome to my disease
I am become but a cell
Flowers are the key