Is Someone There?

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Broke up with a baby mum
Weren't even that long before my headline show
Everyone gassed and excited for it
I was backstage thinking my head might go
Man's telling me I'm on next, I know
Just got a text that my son's in hospital
He's okay but I still want to go
Thought about cancelling, I was this close
So intense
Don't know if I'm alright, wasn't even gonna tell no one that I'd left
Crowd suspense
No P Money, just DJ Intense
Would have been 'mence
Snapped out of it when I heard 'Good luck, bro'
Fuck, I just got to get it done and go
Crowd didn't clock man walk on slow
Fam, I was well late for man's intro
I stopped like whoa
'Cause I flopped the first, the second and the third as well
Didn't want to say that it's over a girl
When I started off that year so well
Where & When, I was on top of the world
The life of the party, moved out of the yard
From here to here is how far I fell
Trust me, you don't know how I felt

[Chorus]
Is someone there?
'Cause I got a lot to say and right now in this booth it's me on my own
I think I need to let it go and talk about the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got to free some space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So I'm asking is someone there?

[Verse 2]
'Cause in 2019 I was not well
I'm talking health, in-and-out of the doctors
Seeking help online
Tryna figure shit out myself
I learned a lesson
Never Google symptoms, trust me
Fucking hell
All I did there was stress myself
My insanity slowly floating away in need of an anchor
No more room for the jokes or banter
Never forget hearing a man say that I don't want to say but that sounds like (Sounds like)
That whole week of waiting was the worst
Blood tests and a piss one
Never had scans like this one
Scared stiff, thought I was murked
Hella relief when results came back and it said that it worked
Praying works
Every night I was saying these words:
'God, please do not let this be
Please do not take me from this Earth
Guide me through with your wisest words'
Depression kicked in so much it hurt
It took a long time to write this verse

[Chorus]
So is someone there?
'Cause I got a lot to say and right now in this booth it's me on my own
I think I need to let it go and talk about the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got a free some space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So I'm asking is someone there?

[Verse 3]
'Cause sometimes I still wake up crying
Still haven't got over granddad dying
Even though I made it steeled and ironed
I used to live at my grandma's - school times
Every night I used to sit right by him
He used to cheer me up if I'm puffing a sighing
Little did I know that time was flying (Time was flying)
He knew me so well I couldn't get nothing by him
Knew when I was sad, knew when I was lying
Knew when I was mad, knew when I weren't trying
Never forget that day, New Years
I spoke to him, eve of New Years
Then I got waken up in the morning
Granddad passed away on new years (New Years)
We lost the head of the family
I'm going through a lot right now so you've got to forgive me if I move anti
Grandma's not well, aunties arguing, I wish she was here to guide this family
Luckily I met a woman that saved me, now I can face all my issues gladly

[Chorus]
I'm glad she's here
'Cause I got a lot to say and before she came it was me on my own
I think I need to let this go and talk about the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got a free some space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So #IsSomeoneThere? (Someone There?)