End myself

[ox33n]

I'm not mad
And I’m not gone yet
But maybe if I could reverse the time
I'd try to kill myself
Maybe it'd be easier if I died
Maybe you’d be happy tonight

Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself
But I'm trying
And living is much easier than dying
Baby, I swear, I was trying
But I fighted it off
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself
Don’t like to deal with my stress
Don’t like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself

[Amelia]

I can't handle you crying
But one time I’m not gonna be there
And I am catching all your tears
So you can touch me with care
Living life, 17, I thought it'd be a dream
And now the one thing I need is drugs like heroin
I'm not fighting at this point, I'm surviving at this point
It is my daily routine and it’s still not enough for me

[ox33n]

I'm becoming unholy, I got depressed and lonely
They keep on calling and calling
I'm afraid of going outside because it keeps haunting me
Makes me feel a little sick in the stomach
Why are people ignoring me?
Calling on my behaviour?
There's my tadded graveyard, think I'm lost in the world
I can't communicate, I can't act normally
Maybe that's my fate, maybe I'll die like this
I can feel my soul leaving my body

Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself, maybe I should end myself