Nowadays

(Hook)
When we met,
We thought it was love,
But when time had passed,
We realized it was
Just a phase of lust
We thought we could last,
But nowadays,
I just try to laugh, it off.

(Verse)
Thought we had this in the bag, how naive was I?
We both cheated, what a mess, what a fucking lie
Kinda hard to put the blame just on one of us,
I'm wishing I never stayed but I never tried

To leave when I should've,
Still I would try to help you breathe when I couldn't,
I'm thankful for the time that I put in,
Just to understand all of the lessons I was learning,
To become a better version,

So thank you but I still think that you don't compare,
You said you thought I'd do better if we ever tear,
And we fucking tore, and I thought I'd care,
But in a week or so I was glad that you weren't there

And when you said imma do better I believed it too,
I just tried to brush it off and show my love for you,
But the whole time I knew that I couldn't heal your wounds
I had mine to soothe, and had a lot to prove, and

(Hook)
When we met,
We thought it was love,
But when time had passed,
We realized it was
Just a phase of lust
We thought we could last,
But nowadays,
I just try to laugh, it off.

(Bridge)

Yeah, it was just a front but you told me it was real (told me it was real)
Told me it was real (told me it was real)
Told me it was real (told me it was real)
How the fuck you feel (how the fuck you feel)
Now that it ain't (now that it ain't)
Now that it ain't, no (now that it ain't, no)

(Hook)
When we met,
We thought it was love,
But when time had passed,
We realized it was
Just a phase of lust
We thought we could last,
But nowadays,
I just try to laugh, it off.

(outro)
Told me it was real (told me it was real)
How the fuck you feel now that it, (now that it)
Now that it ain't, (now that it ain't)