Abandoned child

Beautiful chaos beautiful scars
Our fathers did leave us
They not coming back
Sometimes it hurts
Feels like I'll die
And I'll be a man
Can't promise I'll try

Everyday I wake up with this pain
Only one route I ain't never switching lane
Unpleasant Memories running through my vein
Murder on my mind if they ever stain my name

I know every star gon shine
Abandoned child abandoned child every star aligned
Star gon shine
But abandoned might
Loose his life
Every star gon shine
Star aligned
But abandoned child
Might loose his life

I'm scared and I'm worried
won't pop me a perky
I'm digging my grave
And digging it steady
My feelings won't let me
My feelings unhealthy
My vision is blurry
Actions been bloody
Happy not for me
I know I admit it
I'm living till 20
So I'm making this money
Spending it lavish
Because I won't be here
By 21 Brodie
Word don't lie
Pains don't hide
Loose my life
Baby don't cry
Swear to God I tried
To hide it
I won't lie
See it in my eyes
Suicide on my mind
Lately been on grind
Take what's mind and
You go die
Every star aligned
Star gon shine
But abandoned might
Loose his life
Every star gon shine
Star aligned
But abandoned child
Might loose his life