Fall

Every day is looking bright but
Every night is looking dark
I can see it in the sky
I can feel it in my heart
I'm so tired but can't sleep
I'm so hungry but can't eat
I get glad but I can't smile
I get sad but I can't cry
It don't really feel the same
I been changing every day
I've been making some mistakes i
Hate when I awake
The scars I have on my wrist and
The empty look on my face
But that's not me and I know it
That's probably why I'm focused
My options keep expanding
But I just keep on closing
The doors that been surrounding i
Sleep and then I drown
In the sounds of my own thoughts, and I die
Then I wake up and I try, to feel the sun
Say goodbye and then I run, and I'm gone