VENT
I still wait for the bros to finally feel me
But why would anybody else feel me and I don't feel me
I really hate hearing a rap I mean that sincerely
But I love writing these raps, silently, hear me
Everybody plotting against me think that they with me
Every word of encouragement is slowly what's killing me
Ever since a youth they told me that I'm destined for victory
I'm just now finding out that them words came from my enemy
In fact, everything I love the reason resentment residually growing within me
Blow smoke, rise out the chimney
Who want me to vent?
Who's affinity to feel me in misery?
I been telling y'all to trust me but not see what I see
Everything come back to me, I'm the reason for reason
I got God on my side, above me, and within me
Everything but below me I'm the God that's beneath
Jesus Christ is the head and I'm the one at the feet
Saying
Every time I look into your eyes I see it
You're all I need
And the Spirit come down like
Still steady tryna find my balance
It's odd how life evens out when I feel I'm lacking
It's wild how I feel I'm drowning through drought and famine
I'm wow'd by my own attempts to get y'all attention
What good is the hardest lyrics when worlds are ending
That's like the flyest person on 9/11
To me it's so plain to see but y'all never catch it
I build it brick by brick but to y'all it's Tetris
By the time that it all connects I already vanished
I read the scriptures
Stick to the script
And then stick the landing
The very people that caused my downfall think I'm upstanding
You would think they was on my team way they got they hands in
Huddled up, cuddled up, such and such
Enough's enough but I'm never satisfied for enough
My life is like a negotiation with war and love
Held hostage by terrorist of the greater good
And these women in love with me but they ain't mature
When our paths crossed we ain't let it run it's course
Far and wide like opposite sides stay in touch
But we never get close enough even making love
I still love you with a love you could never know
I still love you with a love I can't even show
I love you like a true love letter
Omega
The last character in my episodes