Horrible Dream

Someone take me off this world and kill me now, I've got the bullet in the gun and I might do it myself Someone build a rocketship so I can leave, and pinch me now to wake me up from this damn horrible dream

First off I'm not half way to where I'm supposed to be, so I start to take aim now vocally broken dreams turned shattered then im forced to eat and bare down on the fact that I am lost beneath twenty six years old drug addict and lost though, popping oxys to the point where I talk slow to get stuck and not give one fuck more, ive been behind to many industry slammed doors So I keep heading on route where im heading, and my anger keeps getting the best of me bending hell over backwards to the point where I'm sweating and got me uptight in my room when I'm yelling out
This ain't it and this ain't over I won't quit and I need closure ten year sprint that won't get slower til I sit down in the winners corner

Someone take me off this world and kill me now, I've got the bullet in the gun and I might do it myself Someone build a rocketship so I can leave, and pinch me now to wake me up from this damn horrible dream

Second off I'm so stressed out that I grind my teeth, and I'm up late pacing thinking what could be till I phone my team and I yell and scream, no mother fucker is as dope as me and they always say now just wait and be patient, I say fuck that and be overly blatant A game turned soft and no labels be takin a white skinny kid who's perceived as Satan so I keep flowing and write what I'm knowing and I'm slowing as I'm going nowhere fast its showing I feel like I'm throwing my life out and I'm owing so much debt till my bank account frozen like
This aint it and this isn't over I wont quit and I need closure ten year sprint that wont get slower till I sit down in the winners corner

Someone take me off this world and kill me now, I've got the bullet in the gun and I might do it myself Someone build a rocketship so I can leave, and pinch me now to wake me up from this damn horrible dream

Third off, I'm so drained that I can't commit to a scheduled booking or a studio shift think so much of the life I live just a young anxious rapper who had two kids And I'm so broke now I couldn't finance a sandwich, I still say cheese and I smile for cameras, and always get lost in a world with standards and so much rejection you would think they banned us So I keep rapping and see this all happen and I'm laughing as I'm crashing in this world I'm trapped in easily masking my pain as they clapping and really inside I'm going nuts and I'm snapping like/
This aint it and this aint over I wont quit and I need closure, ten year sprint that wont get slower till I sit down in the winners corner/

Someone take me off this world and kill me now, I've got the bullet in the gun and I might do it myself Someone build a rocketship so I can leave, and pinch me now to wake me up from this damn horrible dream

Someone take me off this world and kill me now, I've got the bullet in the gun and I might do it myself Someone build a rocketship so I can leave, and pinch me now to wake me up from this damn horrible dream

Thats it, if you don't know now you know.
Yeah OLI.
And I'm just gone, I'm just gone flip