Old Fears, the Same City and My First Reason

I have something blowing up
You cannot see
You can't imagine how I feel and the intensity
I tried and tried, and I fucking cried
Things that would make me die
As if the world conspired against me
Sometimes sadness takes over
But when you're here you come and sing along
It all makes sense and I know that's all I need
Someday I'll kill these things that today are killing me
But please, now stand by my side and hold me on
These moments are saving my fucking life