Cry in reverse

[Intro: Odprophet]
Ah, home sweet home the little nest
Where after work a man can rest
Skrrt! Odprophet! Upside down motherfuckin' palace!
Check, check

[Verse 1: Odprophet]
Some like to be lost, some like to be found
Some like to swim, some are likely to drown
Some like to be up and some like to be down
I love myself less when there's no one around
Somebody please help me to find my way home
In this room full of people feel like I'm alone
The walls are spinning, this awkward, isn't it?
Covet my soul and divide up the dividends
Now that I'm in don't know how to get out
Decipher these riddles that flow from my mouth
I'm cut down the middle, surviving this shithole
And crawl out the mud with this gold in my mouth
An anomaly obviously bending the rules
Send me to Hell, just don't send me to school
They pick and they prod at me, look how they guided me
'Cause I had nobody to give me the tools
I had no path, had to do it myself
Soon as I'm off the bench it's right back to the shelf
Show me some sympathy, all that indignity
Searching for something that's bad for my health
Something to help get my head right (Head right)
Keep that bitch right by my bedside (Bedside)
Puh-puh-puh-pow, just blow my shit out
You think that it's wrong but I'm dead right (Bitch)
But there's nothing to help keep my head straight
Sometimes I feel like I'm dead weight
Everyday could be my death day
Coat hanger to scrape on my lead plate
No feelings, my heart is a prosthetic
No healing, my brain, it will not let it
Tear me apart, burn me to ashes
Blow me away, cut to the credits

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse

[Post-Chorus: Odprophet]
Everything is falling around me
Falling up, I'm slowly drowning
Everything is falling around me
Falling up, I'm slowly drowning

[Verse 2: Doc Gruesome]
Living in darkness ever since birth
I'm drowning, need help, for what it's worth
I've never been loved while on this Earth
I'd rather be gone under the dirt (Under the dirt)
All this is daily depression, I'm learning my lesson and everyone want the day
Constantly puttin' a "Fuck you" to the face of everyone sayin' I'll never get play (Nah!)
But I'm not givin' a fuck, put my chin up and I cry in reverse
You pussies never gonna see me cry, I'd rather die than to give you that worth (Uhh!)
But I've been feelin' like maybe the people I love would be better off if I'm dead
Maybe when I put the long 12-gauge barrel straight to my head
Then bang, yuh, then let it go, cannot be saved by no medical
Cannot be resurrected out the mud, see me a dead piece about to go
So I gotta go, ain't no need to cry, soak that shit up like I did in life (Bitch)
I don't need to cry, I'll see you in time, all of us meet in the afterlife, lil bitch
Cerberus be the clique, all of us meeting and crossing the bridge
Some of us wait a little longer than others but all of us making our way in the end (Our way in the end)
Look to this time, you me and mine, all that I love, it is falling in line (In line)
Everything dies and a good time will be dead too lost in a rhyme (Yuh)

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse

[Post-Chorus: Odprophet]
Everything is falling around me
Falling up, I'm slowly drowning
Everything is falling around me
Falling up, I'm slowly drowning

[Outro: Odprophet]
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse
Lookin' for peace I can't find in a church
I must admit, my third eye is my first
Sleep with one eye, keep an eye on my curse
I cannot fly but I cry in reverse