Reserved Hate
Staring at the clock just thinking bout all the time lost
You're all that's on my mind I don't know why I feel so brainwashed
Wondering where you are and who you're with this scars my whole heart
The fact that you don't care it hurts me deep is the worst part
So this - ain't no love song
You bitch - you know you're dead wrong
I hope you're never loved again and think of me when you're with them
Don't say that we were all pretend would've gave you everything I am
She used to tell me that she loved me then she turned around and walked away
Now she calls me ugly and can't stand to see the site of my face
Check your head you may have bumped it if you ever think I'll watch someone else take my place
Before that ever happens I'll put both of you mother fuckers in the grave
Plenty of us have lived in the time when we think it will last forever but that forever ends with neither of us being dead we're just not together
It's nothing but high tension and accusations
Like we don't remember the days when we were flirtatious guess those memories have grown into the most hated
If so please don't say it I can't live with anymore heart ache
Don't want to grab the alcohol to try and halt the pain
Sipping on that poison potion is when I find myself thinking of you the most
But when I start sobering up is when I wish you the worst you stupid hoe
Can't say we all haven't been down that road where it starts as a smooth ride but takes a sudden left and your stuck in the middle of who the fuck knows
Wishing you could start the trip over but next time don't drive with a blindfold
Kuz I'm still crawling out the wreckage trying to find what's left of me and hike my ass back home
Staring at the clock just thinking bout all the time lost
You're all that's on my mind I don't know why I feel so brainwashed
Wondering where you are and who you're with this scars my whole heart
The fact that you don't care it hurts me deep is the worst part
So this - ain't no love song
You bitch - you know you're dead wrong
I hope you're never loved again and think of me when you're with them
Don't say that we were all pretend would've gave you everything I am
Guess I'm easily forgotten kuz nobody knows me in the first place
My mind is like an asylum I'm just trying to burst out these restraints
The more that I struggle this jacket seems to keep getting tighter
Youre so deadly with those eyes that can kill and the bite of a viper
You say if I didn't do what I did none of this would've happened
Come on we all know youre far from how innocent youre acting
I suppose that's just human nature in modern days were all chasing money acceptance and orgasms if someone tells you they're not then they're faking
This song goes out to the people who thought they had the one that they would always ride for
Now when I'm sitting back and vibing out I swear I just want you to die whore!
I got that Murdaland stamp fresh product of Bodymore
What you see is what you get until I'm lying spoiled in a morgue
I can't lie it eats me alive to be lost in my thoughts in this empty house all alone
Sometimes I really want to paint a bloody red picture along the walls
But I could never give you the satisfaction of exactly what you want
Fuck I look like going out like a chump you want war I'm bringing death from above
Staring at the clock just thinking bout all the time lost
You're all that's on my mind I don't know why I feel so brainwashed
Wondering where you are and who you're with this scars my whole heart
The fact that you don't care it hurts me deep is the worst part
So this - ain't no love song
You bitch - you know you're dead wrong
I hope you're never loved again and think of me when you're with them
Don't say that we were all pretend would've gave you everything I am