Alone.

At the motherfuckin' top it's a lonely place
Everybody telling me that i should show my face
But do you know the pain
When love goes away
You find novocaine
And then you go insane

Its like a roller coaster mixed with a hijacked plane
When its been sunny all day but you just want it to rain
So now you put on a mask and you dont feel the same
You feel the power inside, you feel it masking the pain

I distort my voice cuz i dont like what it sounds like
Everybody hittin my line, they want a soundbite
Everybody hittin my line sayin i dont sound right
What the fuck is that supposed to mean, that i sound white

Thought about taking my life but then
I sat back, thought twice and grabbed a pen
I wrote a really nice suicide note
I sealed it with a kiss, put it in an envelope
Then i gave it to my momma but i had to hit the road
Cuz i couldnt see her face when she read the words i wrote
But i got a call, she said "come back home."
I put my foot on the brake, i never felt so alone

Then i heard the tears
So i grabbed the chrome
Its time to face my fears
I put it to my dome
She said it loud and clear
Then i hung up the phone

At the motherfuckin' top it's a lonely place
Everybody telling me that i should show my face
But do you know the pain
When love goes away
You find novocaine
And then you go insane

Its like a roller coaster mixed with a hijacked plane
When its been sunny all day but you just want it to rain
So now you put on a mask and you dont feel the same
You feel the power inside, you feel it masking the pain