Lavender

Sat at the end of my bed
Motivation is dead
I thought I could be a safe haven for you but I'm a wasteland
No brakes
High speed
I'll rid your life of peace
I'll make you feel everything
I hope you're ready ready ready

But you said
Lavender softens anxiety
So I'll grow a garden
Just to see
So we can unravel everything
Patience and steady
Hard work and envy
Lavender softens anxiety

Stood in the forest and watched as the leaves fell down
Consent loop in my head
We live on a cloud
These frequencies
What else gets me out of bed
Cause now I would just like to sit
No thoughts no feelings
No thoughts no feelings

Streamin
Crying
Hold holden yourself
Streamin
Crying
Trying to make it out

But you said
Lavender softens anxiety
So I'll grow a garden
Just to see
So we can unravel everything
Patience and steady
Hard work and envy
Lavender softens anxiety