Hate

Since we met life felt so vivid
Like a halo, you were god-given
But then you made me not so religious
We burned bridges like they burned witches
Some heavy thoughts run in my mind
In daytime seeing no light
We crashed, we ignored signs
Got distracted by your smile
I hate all that games
You pierced my heart, now I'm gasping from passion
Salt on the blood, you don't need a permission
You want my love or just consolation?
They say ""boys don't cry"" then why you text me?
How selfish you are for that shit?
It seems like a drug in a vein, cuz it never gets better than first time you taste it.

Babe, if I could clear you from my mind
I would do that right away
With no doubts
So much damage to this heart
I could've skipped if we did not
Meet together on a narrow
Street of our town

I still smell your
Sweet perfume when I'm in the crowd
I seek for you but it kills me now
I stitch my wounds but you tear them down
I keep abusing memories of us

Memories are pain
So I kill them with a liquor seeing no escape
The picture's kinda vivid but vision's really ain't
But it ain't the issue, I'm
Sippin this venomous drank cuz I'm sick of all this game of
Chess that we're playing
You don't fucking seem to understand what I'm saying
(The heart that i stashed)
The heart that I stashed in my sleeve for you turned into ace, that's the choice I won't regret till the death of me
Always in the box like renegade
Feeling this knot getting tight on me day by day
Still as cold as ice so I melt away
When I reminisce it's like a rope ties on a heavy weight
Your glance
Was like a line of cocaine in the face
I know you won't stop lying that you're best for me yet
And I would've accepted that it's true
But luckily this pink glasses overdue

Babe, if I could clear you from my mind
I would do that right away
With no doubts
So much damage to this heart
I could've skipped if we did not
Meet together on a narrow
Street of our town

I still smell your
Sweet perfume when I'm in the crowd
I seek for you but it kills me now
I stitch my wounds but you tear them down
I keep abusing memories of us